WHAT HAPPENS WHEN THERE IS A WAR OF THE HEART AGAINST THE MIND? WHEN THERE IS NEVER ENDING CONFLICT AND NO RESOLUTION. WHEN THERE IS ONE COMPLETELY DIFFERENT SIDE AGAINST THE OTHER SIDE. WHEN THESE TWO SIDES NEED TO COME TOGETHER...
THE MIND CAN BE LOGICAL. COLD. SEE THINGS IN BLACK AND WHITE. LACK FEELING. BE REASONABLE. NOT ALWAYS RELIABLE? VERY RELIABLE?
THE HEART FEELS. GOES ON EMOTIONS. DESPAIR. CONSIDERS REGRET. REMEMBERS. ACTS CONSCIENTIOUS. IT TAKES INTO ACCOUNT OTHER PEOPLE FOR CONSIDERATION AND POSSIBLY THEIR STATE OF HEART. WARM. BLIND.
WHAT HAPPENS WHEN ONE SAYS GO AND ONE SAYS STAY. WHEN ONES SAYS OBVIOUSLY THIS IS THE POINT AND THE OTHER IS STILL LOST IN THAT REASON. WHEN ONE HAS LOST HOPE AND ONE IS STILL HOLDING OUT AND HOLDING ONTO HOPE. WHEN ONE IS SO FILLED IN EGO TO NOT CRY WHILE THE OTHER ONE CRIES CONTINUOUSLY. WHEN ONE FEELS SO EMPTY AND SITS LIFELESS AND THE OTHER IS READY TO MOVE ON IN AN INSTANT.
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I am not always good at it but lately I have really been turning to God's Word and asking Him to open my heart and mind to His will and soften them both to equal the same thing and if they aren't saying the same thing then I ask Him to give me the guidance and strength to know which road He wants me to follow.
It's helped me with the spousal struggles I have been having 100%.
Love is not kind, it is not good. God is always there and yet he can only help you so much. He gave you free will for a reason. Lil One you are a strong person you are there cause you WANT to be. Your mind is stressed right now, your heart knows what it truly wants. You would be gone if you wanted to be you know you would. It gets more confusing when you seperate your mind and heart. They cant be, you need both to really choose. It is like to sides to a coin. You need one for the other to be there. Love will always have those lil speed bumps. If it doesnt someone is being fake, you just have to choose what ones you go over fast and the others you choose to go slow make sure you dont scrape your car?? Does that make sense to you. I am in no way knocking Rendies comment on God, you need him in your life, he is there even if you dont ask for him. But he also gives you enough strength to choose what is best for you by yourself. I am not sure if that helped but I am here. Miami will always be there too =)
oh and just because I said love was not kind or not good doesnt mean it isnt at times. I went all A.D.D and did not finish my train of thought. It will be beauitful sometimes, take your breathe away I have never been more happy in my life at times, then truly miserable, how could I love this person at times. I think for you to allow someone to love you, you give them the power to hurt you. See that side of you no one does. That is why love is ugly sometimes. The great thing about love is that it is still there. Even when it is ugly, makes you enjoy the good times even more
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