ME

*** I wrote this 5 years ago...It was interesting to read again...This time I'll publish it

I CONTINUE TO LEARN THINGS ABOUT MYSELF...
I'M ALWAYS THINKING OF THE ALWAYS
EVOLVING DEFINITION OF ME...
I'M GOING TO KEEP ADDING TO THIS AS I THINK OF STUFF...
IT'S ABOUT PUTTING IT INTO PERSPECTIVE FOR ME...
I...
WORRY
ACT IMPULSIVE
ACT WITH MY HEART
AM VERY LOGICAL
DON'T ALWAYS THINK BEFORE TALKING
SOMETIMES THINK TOO MUCH BEFORE TALKING
AM SOMETIMES TOO UPFRONT
SOMETIMES HIDE THE TRUTH TO AVOID HURTING SOMEONE
HATE LIARS
HATE RACIST
HATE UNMOTIVATED PEOPLE
AM AN OVERACHIEVER
HAVE HIGH EXPECTATIONS OF PEOPLE
AM LET DOWN WITH PEOPLE WHO DON'T MEET MY EXPECTATIONS
AM VERY MOTIVATED
AM A WORKHORSE
LOVE PEOPLE MORE THAN THEY DO ME
THINK GAYS SHOULD BE ABLE TO MARRY
MISS MY AUNT LA MORE THAN WORDS CAN EXPRESS
HAVE A GROWING FAITH MORE AND MORE EACH DAY IN GOD
TAKE MY ROSARY BEADS IN MY CAR/ AIRPLANE TRIPS
WISH PEOPLE WOULD HEAR ME OUT
HATE WHEN PEOPLE GET THE WRONG IMPRESSION OF ME
HATE LAZINESS
STRESS
THINK TOO MUCH
ALWAYS HAVE A SONG IN MY HEAD
TRY TO LET PEOPLE KNOW I LOVE THEM AND AM THANKFUL FOR THEM
CAN BE CONTROLLING
CAN NOT ALWAYS RELY ON PEOPLE
AM A PERFECTIONIST
WONDER IF ILL EVERY BE HAPPY WITH MYSELF
AM A PROUD FIREFIGHTER
WOULD LIKE TO BE A NURSE
LOVE MY PARENTS AND WOULD NEVER CHOSE ANYONE ELSE TO REPLACE THEM
WILL NEVER MARRY AGAIN SHOULD THIS ONE NOT WORK
REALIZE MARRIAGE IS A LOT OF WORK!
WOULD DO ANYTHING TO MAKE MARRIAGE WORK
FEAR DEATH NOT FOR MYSELF, BUT FOR THE PEOPLE AROUND ME
I WOULD RISK MY LIFE TO SAVE A STRANGER/FAMILY/FRIEND
KNOW MORE ABOUT THE HUMAN BODY THAN IS GOOD FOR ME...LEAVING ME TO ALWAYS THINK SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH ME
LOVE STEVE MORE THAN HE WILL EVER KNOW
LOVE MY FAMILY MORE THAN THEY KNOW
LOVE MY FRIENDS MORE THAN THEY KNOW
AM INSECURE
AM CONFIDENT
HATE DRAMA
LOVE THE COLOR RED
LOVE MOVIES
SOMETIMES CAUSE DRAMA WITH MY WORRIES
COULD PROBABLY USE ANGER MANAGEMENT
LIKE TO SHOOT GUNS
LIKE TO LIFT WEIGHTS
LIKE TO RUN
WILL FIGHT OVER MY BELIEFS
WILL FIGHT OVER ROAD RAGE, GOSSIPY GIRLS, AND DRUNKEN PEOPLE IN A BAR
ALWAYS DO WHAT I HAVE TO DO, BEFORE I DO WHAT I WANT TO DO
HATE INCONSIDERATE PEOPLE
AM VERY CONSIDERATE
ALWAYS HAVE TO HAVE THINGS CLEAN AND IN THEIR PLACE
HATE MY FACE WITHOUT MAKEUP
FEEL LIKE I WILL NEVER BE HAPPY WITH MY BODY
WEAR MY IMMUNE SYSTEM OUT WITH WORRY AND STRESS
CAN BE A HEALTH FREAK! TAKING LOTS OF VITAMINS
WOULD LOVE TO GO TO A SUNS OR 49ERS GAME
LOVE TO VISIT HAWAII AND SAN FRANSISCO/ SAN DIEGO
WOULD LOVE TO BE A CELEBRITY AND USE MY FAME POSITIVELY
AM SYMPATHETIC AND EMPATHETIC
HAVE A LOT TO SAY TO EX BOYFRIENDS
WOULD TAKE MANY DAYS BACK IN LIFE
HAVE LEARNED A LOT FROM EXPERIENCES IN LIFE
GREW UP TOO FAST
HATE TO WAKE UP EARLY
LOVE TO SING
LOVE TO PLAY PRANKS ON PEOPLE
LOVE TO MAKE PEOPLE LAUGH
LOVE TO FEEL HAPPY FOR PEOPLE AND SEE THEM HAPPYAM PROUD OF MY EMT/FIREFIGHTER ACCOMPLISHMENT
HAVE SEEN SOMEONE DIE
HAVE SEEN SOMEONE SURVIVE!
CAN NOT STAND TO SEE PEOPLE SUFFER OR CRY
LOVE TO DANCE, PARTY, DRINK, STAY UP LATE
AM PROUD OF MY FAMILY'S ACCOMPLISHMENTS
HOPES MY FAMILY IS PROUD OF ME
LOVE THE WATER
LOVE ALASKA, LAS VEGAS, ARIZONA AND SEATTLE
DISLIKE NEW MEXICO
LOVE THE MEXICAN CULTURE AND FOOD
MISS MY FUEGO EVERYDAY
GO ON HEALTHY DIETS, DANGEROUS DIETS, AND ROTATE BACK INTO EATING WHAT EVER THE FUCK I FEEL LIKE
LOVE JALAPENOS, SALT, FRIES, ANYTHING SPICY ... MEXICAN, CHINESE, AND ITALIAN
AM THINKING ABOUT VOTING THIS TIME AROUND
LOVE TO TALK TO STRANGERS AND GET TO KNOW PEOPLE
LOVE TO BE AROUND PEOPLE
WILL HELP ANYONE
HATE DIRTY LOOKS
LOVE TO LAUGH
HATE TO GO GROCERY SHOPPING ALONE
FEEL ANXIETY IN THE MALL AROUND MASS AMOUNTS OF PEOPLE
CAN NOT STAND TO FLY
WILL NEVER SKY-DIVE
FIND CADAVERS INTERESTING
CAN NOT BELIEVE WASTED 3 YEARS AS A OFFICE MANAGER TO AN UNGREATFUL COMPANY
AM VERY GREATFUL FOR THINGS
AM ALWAYS LATE
BELIEVE IN KARMA
AM WAITING FOR THE PEOPLE WHO HURT ME TO GET THEIRS
TRY AND MAKE THINGS BETTER TO HAVE PEACE WITH EVERYONE I HAVE EVER MET
HATE PEOPLE WHO TALK SHIT
GET NERVOUS AROUND COPS
LOVE ALMOST EVERY KIND OF MUSIC FROM MARIAH TO FIFTY
SOMETIMES HAVE BAD COMMUNICATION
SOMETIMES TALK TOO MUCH
WILL NEVER DRIVE A CAR AGAIN
LOVE MY BEAST (TRUCK)
WISHES MY FRIENDS COULD MOVE TO SEATTLE
WOULD LIKE TO MAKE MORE FRIENDS IN SEATTLE
WANT MORE MONEY...OR AT LEAST ENOUGH TO PAY DEBT OFF COMPLETELY
WANT TO BE A MOTHER
WANT TO BE A GOOD FRIEND
WANT TO BE A GOOD WIFE
WANT TO BE A GOOD DAUGHTER
USUALLY GET GOOD GRADES AND AM AT THE TOP OF MY CLASS
WISHES LIFE WAS EASIER LIKE IT WAS 20 YEARS AGO
FEEL OLD ALREADY, AND MY KNEES FEEL EVEN OLDER
EXCEL AT WORK BEYOND EXPECTATIONS
AIM TO PLEASE MANAGERS/SUPERVISORS, FAMILY (MOSTLY MY PARENTS)
WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR A FRIEND
WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR A FAMILY MEMBER
SOMETIMES HATE MY CELL PHONE
WISH MY SKIN WAS DARKER
WISH MY HAIR WAS LIGHTER
WISH MY HAIR WAS AS THICK AS IT WAS WHEN I WAS 10
WOULD LIKE MORE DAYS OFF TO RELAX AND TALK/CATCH UP WITH PEOPLE
WOULD LIKE TIME TO VENTURE THE CITY
WOULD LIKE MORE TIME TO LAY BY THE WATER
WOULD LIKE PEOPLE TO APPRECIATE ME
AM VERY CONSCIENTIOUS
COULD NOT IMAGINE LIFE WITHOUT MUSIC
LOVE TO LEARN
LOVE PICTURES
WOULD LIKE TO MAKE A DIFFERENCEWOULD LOVE TO HEAL PEOPLE